I'm heading into the home stretch of this pregnancy...3rd trimester...and at first I would read all these articles about emotional issues & hormones raging during pregnancy & I would laugh at it. Well unfortunately its now starting to hit me.
Daniel is traveling too much with his work-due to 2 people quitting-so he's been covering more regions than he should be. So I don't see my husband as often as I would like. Then he has his soccer league; which consumes the rest of his time. So I'm starting to resent him and his work (both surgery and soccer) It started out a feeling of loneliness and then escalated to feeling abandoned and unloved. Then anger hits.....I hate being an angry person...but I honestly don't know what more to do. His work takes him away so much that i'm starting to lose who he is anymore and that scares me with the baby coming. And I really don't want the baby to feel the way that I do.
I work too, but its mainly a 8-4(ish) job monday thru friday and sometimes some phone calls on saturdays (if some drama goes down and my employees need to get in touch with me) but I always make time in the evening and weekends for Daniel, but his priorities are different than mine.
It just gets really frustrating and I'm at a lost of what to do. Daniel says that he wants to reconnect and I do too; but I just have all this anger/sadness/resentment built up in me. I'd love to blame it on hormones (and maybe thats what it is) but I don't know what to do to get rid of it.
*sigh* I feel better after my vent....but not fabulous! :-)
Saturday, July 9, 2011
Thursday, July 7, 2011
26 weeks 2 days!
I can't believe that I"m almost in my 3rd trimester!! Crazy!! As you can tell there is absolutely a baby in there!! LOL
I have started feeling Braxton-Hicks contractions...especially after a long day of work! I also don't drink as much water as I should...I know that I should; but I can't find the time.......I just need to make the time; its pretty uncomfortable and I worry that its hurting my Boogie! Speaking of Boogie...its moving a TON now! And its loving the right side of my ribs! LOL
This next upcoming OB appt is my glucose tolerance test! YUCK, I really don't like the drink...it tastes horrible, and it makes me so jittery afterwards!
We almost have the baby's room completed; and when we do, I'll be sure to post a pic!
Well nothing much to report right now; pretty uneventful; well besides the Braxton Hicks! :-)
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